Can you believe it. We have started the countdown. There is less than 4 months until Makayla Rae's first birthday! It is unbelievable! Makayla is a crawling, mama saying, fantastic, super energized, wonderful, beautiful baby girl. This child is absolutely wonderful. She wakes up in the morning laughing and smiling and puts a smile on anyone's face all throughout the day. I could not ask for a more wonderful baby!
On a side note. I will be making a doctor appointment this coming week. I am going to be looking in to the gastric bypass or lap band surgery. My body has gotten so far out of control that I feel this is the best idea because I do not believe I can do anything for myself. I think I need this in order to jump start my healthy life. BJ isnt very happy about it. He doesn't understand why I need it but I don't want to talk to him about it. I don't care what he thinks, well, I do care but not about this. I don't think this is anything that should concern him. I need to do what is going to make me feel better as a person. and this is what will do it.
